November 4th, 2012
I no longer wish to be faster than I am, to conform to the pace that is set by America’s inability to stand still and absorb and then digest things around.
I feel still…I feel myself going deeper inside my soul, introverting, like descending into a cave miles into the darkness.
Perhaps for me to become aware of the world surrounding me, there is a large need in becoming aware of myself, my internal world. From dark into the light. Takes time…I have time.
The only time now I smile from my heart is when I look at Pulya and Apis..
Yesterday at Yoga, I felt like it was my first class. During meditation I was squeezing my thighs so hard and grinding my teeth